Written to a man who spends the whole day counting somebody else's glasses and bracing for the hour it turns, and ending in one decision about where he will be standing.
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Messages
Philippians 4:12
What The Day Costs
I Am Still Paying Off Last Year
Philippians 4:12
Psalm 142:4
The Day After
Back At Work And Nobody To Tell
Psalm 142:4
Psalm 6:2
Dreading It From October
My Body Knew Before I Did
Psalm 6:2
Psalm 142:2
What The Day Costs
I Say Nothing And I Pay For Everything
Psalm 142:2
Deuteronomy 31:8
Dreading It From October
I Dread What They Will Notice
Deuteronomy 31:8
Proverbs 15:1
The Person I Dread Seeing
Thirty Years Of Being Civil
Proverbs 15:1
Psalm 88:18
The Day After
The Day After Is My Hardest Day
Psalm 88:18
Psalm 55:22
The Person I Dread Seeing
I Am Watching How Much He Drinks
Psalm 55:22
Psalm 13:1
The First One Without Them
I Am Angry And It Is A Holy Day
Psalm 13:1
1 Kings 19:4
The Day After
It Is Over And The House Is Quiet
1 Kings 19:4
Genesis 23:2
The First One Without Them
The First One In This House Alone
Genesis 23:2
Psalm 42:5
Dreading It From October
October Is Already December
Psalm 42:5
Jeremiah 31:15
The First One Without Them
The Day Was Hers And She Is Not Here
Jeremiah 31:15
Psalm 35:11
The Person I Dread Seeing
The One Who Did Not Believe Me
Psalm 35:11
Romans 8:1
Doing Less Than Expected
I Took One Thing Off And Felt Guilty
Romans 8:1
1 Peter 5:7
The One Who Carries It
I Took It On When She Stopped
1 Peter 5:7
Isaiah 40:29
Dreading It From October
I Am Tired And It Has Not Started
Isaiah 40:29
Ecclesiastes 2:22
The One Who Carries It
I Start In November And Finish On The Day
Ecclesiastes 2:22
Matthew 6:1
Doing Less Than Expected
I Made It Smaller And Nobody Noticed
Matthew 6:1
Ecclesiastes 3:4
The First One Without Them
I Laughed And Then I Felt Sick
Ecclesiastes 3:4
Psalm 112:7
Dreading It From October
Somebody Will Ring And Ask About The Plan
Psalm 112:7
Psalm 68:6
The Day After
Quiet Again For Eleven Months
Psalm 68:6
Psalm 71:9
What The Day Costs
It Costs The Same And I Have Less
Psalm 71:9
2 Timothy 2:2
Doing Less Than Expected
I Am Handing Over What I Always Did
2 Timothy 2:2
Hebrews 6:10
The One Who Carries It
Nobody Thanks A Thing That Always Happens
Hebrews 6:10
Luke 12:23
Doing Less Than Expected
I Think I Am Robbing My Children
Luke 12:23
Psalm 103:14
The Day After
I Am Relieved And I Feel Bad About It
Psalm 103:14
Matthew 5:37
Doing Less Than Expected
I Called It Off For The First Time
Matthew 5:37
Isaiah 49:15
The Person I Dread Seeing
The Hard One Is My Own Child
Isaiah 49:15
Romans 8:33
The Day After
I Am Scoring The Day In My Head
Romans 8:33
Psalm 116:15
The First One Without Them
Nobody Will Say Her Name All Day
Psalm 116:15
Proverbs 14:12
Doing Less Than Expected
Is This Wisdom Or Am I Giving Up
Proverbs 14:12
Mark 14:8
What The Day Costs
I Cannot Afford What This Day Expects
Mark 14:8
Psalm 51:6
Dreading It From October
I Dread The Pretending
Psalm 51:6
Psalm 139:12
What The Day Costs
I Do Not Open The Statement In January
Psalm 139:12
Isaiah 43:18
The Person I Dread Seeing
He Will Bring The Old Story Up
Isaiah 43:18
Luke 10:40
The One Who Carries It
I Am In The Kitchen Listening To The Room
Luke 10:40
Psalm 25:17
What The Day Costs
I Said Yes To Something I Cannot Pay For
Psalm 25:17
Psalm 19:12
The Person I Dread Seeing
I Think I Am The One They Dread
Psalm 19:12
Galatians 1:10
Doing Less Than Expected
I Am Afraid Of What They Will Say
Galatians 1:10
Psalm 55:4
Dreading It From October
I Am Already Tight In The Chest About It
Psalm 55:4
Numbers 11:14
The One Who Carries It
I Cannot Hand It Over And I Know Why
Numbers 11:14
Lamentations 3:20
The First One Without Them
The Second One Nobody Warned Me About
Lamentations 3:20
Psalm 92:14
The One Who Carries It
I Am Seventy And Still Carrying It
Psalm 92:14
Mark 12:44
What The Day Costs
I Used To Be The One Who Gave
Mark 12:44
Mark 6:31
The One Who Carries It
I Cannot Make Myself Sit Down
Mark 6:31
1 Samuel 16:7
What The Day Costs
What I Gave And What Came Back
1 Samuel 16:7
Luke 15:29
The One Who Carries It
I Resent The People I Am Doing It For
Luke 15:29
Proverbs 26:20
The Person I Dread Seeing
He Says The Same Thing Every Year
Proverbs 26:20
2 Corinthians 12:9
Doing Less Than Expected
I Am Not Well Enough This Year
2 Corinthians 12:9
2 Samuel 1:26
The First One Without Them
Mine Is Not The Loss They Ask About
2 Samuel 1:26
Luke 12:15
What The Day Costs
My Children Will Notice What Is Missing
Luke 12:15
Psalm 25:16
The Day After
I Am Putting It All Away By Myself
Psalm 25:16
Job 2:13
The First One Without Them
Everybody Is Watching To See How I Am
Job 2:13
Isaiah 55:2
What The Day Costs
I Spend So I Do Not Feel Like A Failure
Isaiah 55:2
Matthew 6:4
The One Who Carries It
I Do The Half Nobody Sees
Matthew 6:4
Psalm 103:15
The First One Without Them
He Was The One Who Carved
Psalm 103:15
Psalm 39:2
The One Who Carries It
I Am Angry And I Cannot Say It
Psalm 39:2
Psalm 139:2
Dreading It From October
They Will Ask Me How The Year Went
Psalm 139:2
Ephesians 4:26
The Day After
Something Was Said And I Am Still Holding It
Ephesians 4:26
Exodus 33:14
Dreading It From October
I Dread The Drive More Than The Day
Exodus 33:14
Exodus 18:18
The One Who Carries It
I Do All Of It And Enjoy None Of It
Exodus 18:18
Psalm 42:3
The Person I Dread Seeing
The Question They Always Ask Me
Psalm 42:3
Ecclesiastes 7:14
Dreading It From October
I Know Exactly How It Goes
Ecclesiastes 7:14
Isaiah 42:3
Doing Less Than Expected
Everybody Expects The Full Thing
Isaiah 42:3
Psalm 31:12
The Day After
I Watched The Cars Pull Away
Psalm 31:12
2 Corinthians 8:12
What The Day Costs
I Am The One They Expect To Give
2 Corinthians 8:12
Isaiah 40:11
The Day After
My Children Are Flat And I Do Not Know Why
Isaiah 40:11
Psalm 56:3
Dreading It From October
I Start Bracing In September
Psalm 56:3
2 Corinthians 9:7
What The Day Costs
They Are Expecting What I Sent Last Year
2 Corinthians 9:7
Ecclesiastes 3:1
Doing Less Than Expected
This Year Is Not The Year For All Of It
Ecclesiastes 3:1
Psalm 6:6
The Day After
I Cried The Next Morning For No Reason
Psalm 6:6
2 Corinthians 10:12
The Person I Dread Seeing
They Will Compare Us Out Loud Again
2 Corinthians 10:12
Psalm 90:12
Doing Less Than Expected
I Cannot Do What I Used To Do
Psalm 90:12
1 Kings 19:12
The Day After
I Feel Flat And I Think It Means Something
1 Kings 19:12
Zechariah 4:10
Doing Less Than Expected
I Have Always Done The Big Version
Zechariah 4:10
Exodus 17:12
The One Who Carries It
I Am The Staff And The Referee
Exodus 17:12
John 11:35
The First One Without Them
This Is The First One Since We Lost Her
John 11:35
Psalm 32:3
The Person I Dread Seeing
I Go Quiet And I Hate It
Psalm 32:3
2 Samuel 12:20
The First One Without Them
I Do Not Know Whether To Mark It
2 Samuel 12:20
Romans 12:18
The Person I Dread Seeing
I Have To Be In A Room With Them
Romans 12:18
2 Samuel 9:7
The First One Without Them
Nobody Knows What To Do About The Chair
2 Samuel 9:7
Psalm 27:10
The Person I Dread Seeing
I Am Fourteen Again In That Room
Psalm 27:10
Isaiah 46:4
Dreading It From October
Forty Years And I Never Said So
Isaiah 46:4